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Butterflies in my closet
Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me
Sigh
{Tuesday, August 31, 2010} 5:08 AM

Hari Raya is just next Friday. I'm so not looking forward to it. I just don't feel like celebrate it. Cus why? Sigh. I don't know what to say. Complicated. I never ask for anything, I just want happiness from my family. That's all.

I'm proud of myself, cus I manage to fast this year, but I absent for 6days :( Mum say I've changed. Oh well, I think I've change for the better? Yes no? No yes? Hmm.

I don't want to celebrate Hari Raya can? Close house. Hmm, I'm gonna job hunt after my birthday. Which is on Wednesday! :D Omg I jakun already. But still, nothing change, 17 years in this world, I feel like a .. SIGH SIGH SIGH. When can I see happy family? WHEN? :( I want happy family, that's all.

(Insertyourname) When will you change? I don't think so you will. Ugh. No use talk about you. I'm sorry.

I hope next year will be a better year for me. Cus all this while, nothing change. :/

No one will understand my situation. I repeat, NO ONE. Geddit?

Boy, where are you? I've been thinking about you. I miss you, yes I do :"(

Kbye.

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