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Butterflies in my closet
Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me
H-mmm.
{Thursday, August 26, 2010} 6:26 AM

Love,
I've made you cried. I'm sorry. It's my fault. I shouldn't have behave like, I don't know how to say it. I'm not being myself yesterday. I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have say harsh words to you. I hope this might be the first and the last. I don't want this to happen again, please. I'm weak at this. Seriously. Cus I've failed in relationship quite a number of times. And I thought I won't be fall in love again and I won't find one for myself ever again. But I was wrong. You entered my life. Thank you. I couldn't believe it. I thought I won't be able to love you cus I can't trust any boys anymore. As days passed by, my feelings for you started to grow. And I didn't realise that I'm in love until I started to care about you, and keep looking for you whenever I'm online at fb or msn (k itu sangat kental, diam)

Hey. You and me know about each other. I think there's no need for me to say here. Only the both of us knows. I just love the way you are. Once again, I am really sorry about yesterday. There's so many things running through my mind at the same time, I couldn't think of anything. So I just sit down and cry. Yes at that very moment point of time, I need you. I need you to be beside me. But, sigh.

I know I ignored your texts and calls. Ily :"( Please don't leave me, love. hugs.

Smile that struggles through tears is beautiful.

I hear people talking about me. I pretend I don’t hear anything, but really I want to rip their faces apart.

Yours truly.

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