NRASHQN








Butterflies in my closet
Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me
You cheat me feelings.
{Tuesday, May 18, 2010} 3:36 AM

You cheat my feelings. Fuckyeah.

I am trying my best to forget you, Aie.
I know I can. Can you please get out from my mind? It's sux y'know thinking about you, while you are actually don't even bother about me. I know I'm not good enough for you. Hahaha, you're sucha noob Shiq. Every single day, I'm wondering what are you doing. Why aren't you text me. My handphone oh-so-dead. Anyone, make it alive? So I won't be bored anymore? I don't know how I can fall in love w you. Your picture is still set as my wallpaper. Sigh sigh sigh.

When it comes to matter of the heart, I’ll get sensitive and weak. I have to let go and make things flow. I find it hard to let YOU go. I find myself weak. Very very weak. I keep on missing him and want to look for him even when I know I should not be doing so? Sigh. It’s driving me crazy.

We are back to strangers now. Silence between US.

It’s hard when you start to ignore someone special, but it’s even harder to pretend that it’s not hard.

All I could now is to cry and cry. Oh fuck, it's not even worth it. Fuck it.

I'll be jealous if you're in a relationship w someone. Anyone, please date me out just for a day will do. Treat me Cold Rock. :/


Much love,
Nur Ashiqin.

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