Tears-day
{Friday, May 14, 2010} 4:14 AM
Thank you so much Aie. :'(
Do you know how much I love you? Do you? I was shocked plus sad again. I didn't expect this to happened. Like seriously. Yeah, I cried. Thats all I can do. I thought you're the one. But no. Sigh. Is this what I get when I really love someone? I hate my life. I'm useless. :( I'm suck at love. Ah fuck it. I hate Nur Ashiqin. Tssskkk. Nak nangis boleh? :'( I need someone right now. /cry. Thanks for the FALSE HOPE that you give. Aie, I love you still. I'll wait for you, okay, dream on Shiq. :/
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I love you means that I accept you for the person that you are and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I do not expect perfection from you-just as you do not expect it from me. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst times. It means loving you when you're bad mood or tired to do things I want to do. It means loving you when you're down-not just when you are fun to be with. I love you means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them-asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly and hoping that you feel the same way for me.
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I don't know what am I suppose to do now. I just have to accept it. Gosh. Am I dreaming or what? I don't want to let you go............ Like seriouslyyyyyy. Oh well, nevermind.
I read our old convo, and I cried again :/
Waiting for someone u love is never easy. It may even be irrelevant especially if the one u love isn’t aware that you’re waiting.
Labels: NOT LOVING YOU IS HARDER THAN YOU KNOW.
