My life have been mundane. Im seriously bored rotting at home. Im still contemplating whether to take Private O or June intake for Ite. I need a job. Yes, Im fucking need a job. &^%@%*$@!!

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Mixed feelings.
Sigh. I keep asking why...
Today I woke up late. Very very late. I feel so great. Cus why? I dont even know why actually. Im weak. Fucking weak. Im worried. I can't tell why Im worried. Oh god damn it. I hope everything gonna be okay. I must be strong to face all this.

Whats on my mind now? Well. I miss my bestfriend. Yes. I mean it. I don't know if we are still friends now. Strangers to enemy to friends to bestfriends to sisters to bestfriends to friends then to?? I know its complicated. But yeah. Only God knows how I feel right now. Sighh. I didn't know that we gonna ended up like this. Chingay is over, and still we didn't get to meet each other. Ohyes. I just got to know that you're working now. Im glad to hear that. Please take good care of yourself babe. I know Im sucha useless bestfriends. But whatever it is, Im still here for you.

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Family, friends, relationship. Family, friends, relationship. Family, friends, relationship. Tsktsktsk. Take note, Im suck at love. I guess? Yeah, I'm not ready yet to be in a relationship. Cus I still got a long way to go. And my mum told me that Im still young to be in a relationship. whatever it is, family is important to me. I love my mum alot.

To Mum:
The first moment you held me in your arms, you thought I was the most beautiful girl in the world. Your eyes are shone with such ardent love, and you vowed to keep me safe under your gentle wing. You thought you were blessed when I came along, and in your eyes, I could do a little wrong , you glowed with pride for the... little things I achieved, and your eyes lit with pleasure for the little gifts I gave.

Eventhough sometimes I mad at you, I just want you to know that no matter what, I love you Mom. Yes I really do. Without you, I won't be in this world. Thanks for being always there for me whenever I need you. Now I realise how much you mean to me.
"You have to love yourself before you love others" Yes, I agree what you said to me. :>

-"Crying has never solved anything."

PS: I didnt eat the whole day today. ^^ And and, prepaid lowwww;( 2cents jer.

My life have been mundane. Im seriously bored rotting at home. Im still contemplating whether to take Private O or June intake for Ite. I need a job. Yes, Im fucking need a job. &^%@%*$@!!

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Mixed feelings.
Sigh. I keep asking why...
Today I woke up late. Very very late. I feel so great. Cus why? I dont even know why actually. Im weak. Fucking weak. Im worried. I can't tell why Im worried. Oh god damn it. I hope everything gonna be okay. I must be strong to face all this.

Whats on my mind now? Well. I miss my bestfriend. Yes. I mean it. I don't know if we are still friends now. Strangers to enemy to friends to bestfriends to sisters to bestfriends to friends then to?? I know its complicated. But yeah. Only God knows how I feel right now. Sighh. I didn't know that we gonna ended up like this. Chingay is over, and still we didn't get to meet each other. Ohyes. I just got to know that you're working now. Im glad to hear that. Please take good care of yourself babe. I know Im sucha useless bestfriends. But whatever it is, Im still here for you.

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Family, friends, relationship. Family, friends, relationship. Family, friends, relationship. Tsktsktsk. Take note, Im suck at love. I guess? Yeah, I'm not ready yet to be in a relationship. Cus I still got a long way to go. And my mum told me that Im still young to be in a relationship. whatever it is, family is important to me. I love my mum alot.

To Mum:
The first moment you held me in your arms, you thought I was the most beautiful girl in the world. Your eyes are shone with such ardent love, and you vowed to keep me safe under your gentle wing. You thought you were blessed when I came along, and in your eyes, I could do a little wrong , you glowed with pride for the... little things I achieved, and your eyes lit with pleasure for the little gifts I gave.

Eventhough sometimes I mad at you, I just want you to know that no matter what, I love you Mom. Yes I really do. Without you, I won't be in this world. Thanks for being always there for me whenever I need you. Now I realise how much you mean to me.
"You have to love yourself before you love others" Yes, I agree what you said to me. :>

-"Crying has never solved anything."

PS: I didnt eat the whole day today. ^^ And and, prepaid lowwww;( 2cents jer.