Merry Christmas everyone! I love you:-)
{Friday, December 25, 2009} 2:10 AM
Merry Christmas everyone!!♥Thats all I can post. Cause I dont want to make my blog a dead blog.
Its been solong I didnt update a proper post.
Okay, today post, its gonna be looooooong. take your time to read it.
Hahaha, lmao ;D Well, I got alot of wishes. Mhm, I wanna to be a fashion designer and& photographer. Eventhough Im not good at it, so what? Haha, nevermind. I know it wont happen. Well, new year resolutions? I havent make it yet. I'll think about it. 2009? I guess, its not a good year for me. Many obstacle happening to me. Conflicts. Whatever shitszxszx.
-Suck up at(bad times)-
1)Family problem
2)Friends [conflicts, misunderstanding]
3) Schools(classmates,teachers)
4)Boy Girl Relationship(get together and ended up broke up, thanks to me)
5)Heartbroken
6)Disappointed
7)Myself(attitude problem??)
8)Lost two bestfriends(Izwan and& anonymous)
9)Lost a friend. RIP Md Ramdan.
10)Lost my beloved Uncle. RIP Uncle Jatt.
etc etc etc.
-Good memories♥♥
1)Found a bestfriend who I can count on. Junainah Hutabarat<3
2)Get to be with him, and watch the sunset together. Thats the last time I had a good time with him. Memories.
3)Happy moments with family.
4)Get to communicate with sister.
5)Get to be together with cousins again. During Hari Raya.
6)Participate in dance performance with LNT crew.
7)Celebrate my birthday with friends. Aisya and Ulfah.
8)Get to meet all of them. Aisya, Shani, Ulfah and& Ika.
9)Celebrate Ulfah's Birthday at Sentosa cum Vivo.
etc etc etc.
Okay, I wanna take this opportunity to thanks to everyone who have been support me and gave some advice.
Without you peeps, I dont know what will happen to me. To Junainah, thanks for always there for me when i need a listener ear, we've been through ups and& downs together. I cherish our friendship. Eventhough sometime we had a minor conflicts or argument, our friendship still stay strong. Thanks babe, I love you.
Not to forget, Aisya, Shani, Ulfah and Ika. Thanks for being such a wonderful bfriends. Yeah, eventhough we are not close for some reasons. Im blessed to have a friend like you all. we've been through ups and& downs too. Esp during India trip. Gosssh, I have fun with you all. you always be my backup when I had a conflict with them(you know who you are, theres no need for me to mention your name here) . To them> Well, yeah. Thanks for being my friend too. Without you girls, I wont have any friends at all. Im a shy type of person, didnt communicate with people well. But with you girls, I able to speak up. Three years of friendship is long. But I have to back off from you girls, Im sorry but I have too. I admit I do have attitude problems. Hell yeah, tell me, who doesnt have a attitude problems? Dont tell me you girls doesnt have it. Gosh, you gotta be kidding me. Ohwell, nevermind. But its good that I back off. So I wont give you girls problems. You all can hate me if you want to. I wont stop you all. But remember, what will we get if we hate each other? I seriously dont know whats wrong with you girls. Like seriously. I dont understand with you all too. Im sorry, but have to let it out my feelings that Ive been keeping. Im disappointed with you girls. Why must be me? Why not the rest? You all promise me that you all will not do it again, but eventually, you girls did it. Break promises. To(insert your name here) eventhough you ever backstabbed me, talked bad about me, I never hate you. Yes I may say that I hate you with my other friends, but deep in me, I didnt. I thought of giving you chance, to be who you are. The old you whom we used to be vv close during sec 1. But you failed to do so. Im sick of it. Do you know that? Im sick of playing games. Infront of me, you girls were so good to me. But at my back? No, you not. HYPOCRITE. Do you what doesit mean? if not, take your dictionary, and find what does it mean. And thats the reason why I back off from you all. I cant take it anymore. And you've seen my true colours. My rudeness and everything, cus you all make me did it. Okay, enough of all that. Im tired of repeating it.
Well, NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONs?? Idk?? I just want my 2010 will be good for me. enough of all the craps, bullshits, that I had for my 2009. I hope, will get a boyfriend(hahaha, macam faham. Nolah. Im not ready yet). Have a happy family that I used to have. Hope everything gonna be fine. Amin. Able to get a proper part time / full time job. Achieve my dreams and goals. Help my family. Insya Allah.
Then whats my plan for this weekend? Mhm, prolly, this Saturday got malaydance practice. For the Chingay thingy. With Aisya♥ and Ulfah maybe. After that go to Syed Syafiq house. :-)
Okay. thats for now. Im tired. ByeBye!
Have a wonderful day readers!
Takecare DARLINGS♥
And once again, MERRY CHRISTMAS:-)
XOXO-QR
